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    skiesthelimit : i know but i did somethings to piss him off...
    skiesthelimit : he was my best friend
    skiesthelimit : we'd stay up all hours trying to out last the other
    skiesthelimit : then he stopped talking to me
    EspeciallyUnspecial : I know I can't say anything to make you believe me but I wouldn't do that even if you pissed me off
    skiesthelimit : i asked him why
    EspeciallyUnspecial : that's no excuse
    skiesthelimit : but he wouldnt say
    skiesthelimit : and then suddenly there were things being spread about me along with my friend
    skiesthelimit : and then sudden they all turned
    skiesthelimit : and that night i felt so alone i tried to cut the vein of my wrists
    skiesthelimit : they told me that everyone would throw a party
    skiesthelimit : they said that the world is better off without me
    EspeciallyUnspecial : I'm so very sorry.
    skiesthelimit : i often have dreams in which they are standing by me saying those words to me
    skiesthelimit : and....i hit a artery then i would wake up
    skiesthelimit : if they knew i was saying this they would be really mean towards me
    EspeciallyUnspecial : I don't believe it would be better w/o you.
    skiesthelimit : i think that from time to time
    EspeciallyUnspecial : how long ago did this happen?
    skiesthelimit : may
    EspeciallyUnspecial : Well I'm glad you did'nt go through with it
    EspeciallyUnspecial : I never would've met you.
    skiesthelimit : i tried twice
    skiesthelimit : 1st time was overdose and well my fostermom came home and phoned 911
    skiesthelimit : 2nd was slicing my wrist....but i never hit the vein
    skiesthelimit : im waiting for another burst of courage then i will try again. this time i'll have a video of it
    skiesthelimit : and tag those bastards in it
    EspeciallyUnspecial : You poor sweet dear
    EspeciallyUnspecial : I hope you don't
    skiesthelimit : they may have stopped talking to me but fuck their words linger
    EspeciallyUnspecial : I know words can haunt you for years.
    EspeciallyUnspecial : ...and actions.
    EspeciallyUnspecial : I'm haunted by alot
    skiesthelimit : its ok...sorry i went all depressive
    EspeciallyUnspecial :  It's ok, I'm here to help.
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